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Hi, I hope youre okay. That's it, I just released my 100th album which contains the 1000th title I have put online since I started my musical production. It was cool, I learned a lot of stuff about music, composition, recording, instruments, my way of creating and my relationship to music and its creation have evolved a lot in proportion to the productions and anxieties connected with this activity.
I started publishing music on March 16, 2011, solo, my first recordings date back a few years before, in the U-Man improvisation duo and with a rock / folk band called Black Sheep. It was cool, and I still remember when I released my first album. I knew it was not top quality, it didn’t sound like the artists I used to listen to, a point that really frustrated me for several years and I think I have since discarded. I released a second solo album a year later, on March 16, 2012 and an EP with the group Nobody Opposed The Project and then another EP challenge to record 5 tracks in two days. It was a hell of a challenge. I did not really master the production tools I used, nor did I have the same composition tools as now (creative path, instruments, references). Although I wasn’t very pleased with the result of the two previous albums and EPs, it was really only at the release of the third album on March 16, 2013 that I really felt I could do things pretty good in music. It had been a while since I was making music in an amateur way and I had quite a few doubts as to what I was putting online. Everything I published was weighed thoroughly, I was really afraid of being ridiculous, of publishing things of bad sound qualities that would sweep away my words. Sometimes I have been hurtful about feedbacks on my work, but other messages have reassured and encouraged me in this direction. The shape really distressed me for a long time, and it was a big obstacle to my productivity but also gave me impulses of interest to the production. I then chained more projects and my production barometer exploded in 2016 and even more this year.
I came, across all my bands and musical aliases on the internet, not to mention the best of and the compilation Mothlight OST (I counted the 3 unreleased songs), to 100 albums and 1006 songs. Of which 4 copyright albums, 2 in CC-By-NC-SA and 3 in CC-By.
It's clear, I had something to prove to me. I am quite anxious in general and I needed to know that I was good at something, at least one, and I think that suddenly I master this stuff, produce fast, stuff not necessarily good sound quality which would provide a potential revelation at every listen but stuff that can make the ork according to the person who could listen to it. I did this in a large part for myself, for particularly selfish purposes, to have the biggest (even if I avoid saying it in society), to impress when I say it, to silence the old remembrances of rejection that I have trouble digesting, for when I am depressed to say that I accomplished this thing. I did it to stand out a bit of the lot of artists because it is my only way to appear from time to time on the bugged charts of some sites that only present the same artists all the time, so I mass produce so one of my titles has a little visibility and is listened, remixed, reused and can live a little bit. I did it to kill the boredom that annoys me every day, to give direction to my life, to say "I did this today" because it still has a little meaning and values in my eyes to do this every day, because it is one of the only things that I am able to master with certainty.
Then I did it because some people told me that what I was doing pleased them, made sense to them or listened to it with pleasure. And because free licenses have allowed me to have feedback from anyone with an interest in my music beyond listening and fun.
I'm glad I made the choice to release my music in CC0, it was my only real hope of being heard somewhere. I have neither the knowledge, nor the values, nor the physical, financial or mental capacities to do anything alone in the mainstream or underground music scene. For a lot of reasons, these two layers of musical visibility are not made for me and could not receive me anyway. I do not conform to the mainstream system and the French underground system. I do not have a correct recording sound quality for the underground, a car license, a car and amplification gear to shoot in the coolest bars in France, I do not have the mental strength to call all the concert halls and bars in order to book dates, I do not have the mental strength to suffer failures to these steps, I do not physically have what it takes to turn with gear without hurting me .
So to you that make live this little world of free music and music from underground, thanks to you. It is thanks to you that I have this little radiance and that people can finally listen to me and use what I do. It gives meaning to a lot of things, so thank you very much to you, you are incredible.

Well, I released 100 albums, ok, it's cool, but what does it change in the end? Nothing.
I should not be listened more because I have produced more, I am not superior to another artist who would have produced less or not at all. My words have no more credit than any other artist because I have produced more.

I'm still glad I did it.
If it is your will to do the same, produce a max like that, it is possible. It takes a lot of work, 2/3 years of unemployment still is not a lot to do it, and if it's something you want to do, make me sign, it would interest me to know other people who are in the same approach of production.

Now, I'll keep recording music, maybe take a little more time, do more collaborations and work not just for me. Besides, if you are looking for someone to make the music of one of your creations, do not hesitate to contact me.
Thank you for your time and attention, I leave you to listen the 100th album called · I hope you’ll like it.
Thanks again <3
Monplaisir

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released October 29, 2017

Cover artwork by Hugo Chapelon www.instagram.com/k0pr/
Thank you a lot, mate !

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Monplaisir Loyalty Freak Music Le Mans, France

Public Domain and Free music only (except covers and remixes) since 2011.
Feel free to contact me.
Do what you want with it, I'm not your boss.
One condition : Don't be oppressive.
If you don't have money to buy my music, you can find 99% of my discography for free on Free Music Archive.

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De la pluie coule sur ma peau
tout craque
une cascade de cheveux
s'effondre à mes pieds
Un vide gonfle mon torse
qui pulse à un rythme effrené
qui Grandit qui grandit
et me remplace

Un nouveau visage
une nouvelle peau
je ne fais que
me reconnaître mieux
Je quitte ma boule de nerf
encore à vif
C'est l'unique voie
je n'ai pas le choix

Ce corps ne répond plus
J'ai besoin d'un retour
Un larsen du corps à mon corps
Un signal, un geste intérieur

Mes mains ne répondent plus de rien
Mes yeux vibrent sans fin
Un sourire mais ce n'est pas le mien
Cette voix qui chante ce refrain
Track Name: ( l )
J'fume
j'fume à en casser les murs
Des taches de rouille s'étalent
sur le plafond et mes poumons
Des pensées s'enlisent
jolies fleurs perdues
Imperturbables
Aux cris de leur milieu
j'me sens si fragile
dans ces moments là
le temps me traverse
comme des milliers d'aiguille
lacèrant
la chair
cicatrisation
lente

Rebooter le corps
Il faut rebooter mon corps

Tympan vibre
sueur froide
des vagues
au bout des doigts
lacèrant
la chair
cicatrisation
lente
Track Name: Sueur
Bouge bouge bouge
Cette sueur est bonne pour moi
Danse danse danse
Ta chaleur me tourne la tête

Au sol
Le dos en miette
Tu peux pas voir mes feels
Et tu me bouffes du regard
Track Name: Fruitcore
J'ai peur
J'ai froid
J'aime ça
Je crois

J'ai souvent fui
Je suis assez lâche dans le fond
j'essaye de faire des efforts
Mais j'ai besoin d'aide, je crois mais
J'ai peur
J'ai froid
J'aime ça
Je crois
J'ai peur
J'ai froid
J'aime ça
Je crois
Attrape mon cou

J'ai peur
J'ai froid
J'aime ça
J'aime ça
Attrape mon cou
Sens-tu cette chose
qui prouverait
que je suis là
Track Name: Nitro
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j'aimerai dire un truc intelligent mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai savoir dire un truc intelligent mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai faire un truc original mais y'a rien qui sort

j'aimerai être quelqu'un d'exceptionnel mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai ne jamais envier les autres mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai ne pas regretter des choses mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai que tout le monde m'aime bien mais y'a rien qui sort

j'aimerai avoir la tchatche mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai avoir un bon passing mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai me trouver beau mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai me trouver belle mais y'a rien qui sort

j'aimerai savoir écrire mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai savoir supporter l'ennui mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai être moins narcissique mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai pouvoir lui parler mais y'a rien qui sort

j'aimerai être intéressant mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai pouvoir parler mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai être heureuse mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai être moi-même mais y'a rien qui sort

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j'aimerai suivre mon instinct mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai écrire un beau discours mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai que ça soit déjà fait mais y'a rien qui sort

j'aimerai supporter la frustration mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai croire en un espoir mais y'a rien qui sort
j'aimerai être vrai avec moi-même mais y'a rien qui sort
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Track Name: Ketchup
Ouuuuuh
Ca sonne vide
J'ai beau gratter
Curer mes ongles
Il n'y a plus rien
rien
rien

La fumée a un goût de vide
Rien ne reste à part la toux
tousser
Je n'ai plus qu'à
patienter l'appel
patienter l'appel
patienter l'appel

Ce n'est qu'un temps à passer
Il viendra le moment désiré
Un long temps à passer
à attendre ce moment désiré
Track Name: Morning Love Frequencies
Il y a une tache au plafond
que je me refuse de voir
je la fuis pour aller au salon
histoire de retrouver l'oppression de la réalité
Trop vu trop fort
J'encaisse
Trop vu trop fort
J'encaisse

Il y a des grésillements dans mon corps
qui ne veulent plus s'arrêter
basse fréquence le matin
Ultra son dans le creux des reins